Tuesday, October 30, 2012

This is the Sound My Mind Makes.

I hate commitment but I'm addicted to tattoos.

I'm simultaneously narcissistic and self conscious.

I do not judge individuals, but when viewed as a group I can hate on a grand scale.

I never, ever feel bad for the 'tragedies' in the news, whether it be a tsunami or a suicide.

Even when I'm outwardly excited for something I'm always inwardly expecting it to fail.

I check out women more than I check out men, and not just from jealousy.

I think stripping is an art, but prostitution is a shame.

I don't think men objectify women, I think women objectify themselves. The only way to escape remarks on your physical appearance is to ruin your beauty and free yourself from sexual appetites.

There is nothing more beautiful than standing up for what and who you believe in.

If you're not growing and changing, you might as well be dead.

I do believe in something, but it's not God.

I want to escape technology forever, yet I check Facebook everyday.

The best way to earn my respect is to not care if you have it.

Family, friends, and flames are important, but never forget that you came into this world alone, and that's how you will leave it. Do what makes you happy, whatever it is, no matter what anyone says along the way. Never let anyone hold you back or dismiss your priorities. Don't be afraid to fuck up, and don't be too stuck up to say you're sorry. Help your friends and love your family, but fuck em all if they chain you down. Find your passion and live the fuck out of it, everything else will follow.



onwards&upwards
-foxx

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

star-dusted souls



365 Days of Creativity

day eighty nine

star-dusted souls

chipped nails
cutting rails
prepping heaven
up til seven

snort it back
we'll die together
re-emerge
as flaming feather

Baby's dancing
lights are flashing
no one sees
her brain is crashing

bodies roll
on waves of absinthe

pure as sin
our bodies chanting
"Take us past the fourth dimension"

you and me
our veins are thrashing
trying to reject the trash in-
-side our minds

we trade our cash
for three more lines
we split the last
it's party time

the cameras flash
sunglasses hide
our pupils wide

take my hand until we fly

Baby's lips are cracked and dry
gyrating hips
rotating time

star-dusted souls
debating why?

innocence
through smoke and pyre
pass the torch
breathe in, get higher

music is
our saviour's choir
we love to live
and live on fire

it's ecstasy
that we desire
and ecstasy
that we acquire

the only things I'll ever need
are you and me
and ecstasy

Monday, October 08, 2012

DAMNED: A Novella

It's finally here, my first published works.

Previously I had the Novella up for sale on a file hosted site, but I've taken it down. It is definitely still available for online delivery. If you're interested in getting a hold of a copy, just email me at lillithfoxx@hotmail.com, and we can work something out.

I'm going insane for all of the stress and excitement this has caused me, but it's up and running; really and truly available for purchase on the internet.

After much prepping and debating and formatting and reformatting and searching and researching and humming and hawing and an unbelievable amount of trial and error; I've decided to self-publish my novella here, on my own.




This is a novella, a dark and romantic story of unrequited love. 

I've opened my heart to the Ether and let it tell its own tale of lust and destruction through me.


But there is so much more to love than lust. There is so much more to life than death. And there is so much more to death than we have ever known before.


No one ever tells you how good the high feels. How hard it is to hate paradise. There's no warning sign on those you meet, [MAY INDUCE EUPHORIA], if there had been, maybe Eve would have stayed away. Perhaps she could have run when there was still time.


Lust is a hunter that no one can escape from.


DAMNED: A tale of sex, death, and what lies beyond. 



The download includes the following formats;

Epub (Apple iPad&iBooks/Nook/Sony/Kobo)
Kindle (Mobi)
PDF (PC/Mac reading)

Feel free to contact me with any comments, questions, or qualms at lillithfoxx@hotmail.com

Wednesday, October 03, 2012

Best Quotes From The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde

The Picture of Dorian Gray

favourite quotes

"...I don't propose to discuss politics, sociology, or metaphysics with you. I like persons better than principles, and I like persons with no principles better than anything else in the world." -Lord Henry

"I sometimes think, Harry, that there are only two eras of any importance in the world's history. The first is the appearance of a new medium for art and the second is the appearance of a new personality for art..." -Basil

"What you have told me is quite a romance, a romance of art one might call it, and the worst of having a romance of any kind is that it leaves one so unromantic." -Lord Henry

"Those who are faithful know only the trivial side of love: it is the faithless who know love's tragedies." -Lord Henry

"...To influence a person it to give him one's own soul. He does not think his natural thoughts, or burn with his natural passions. His virtues are not real to him. His sins, if there are such things as sins, are borrowed. He becomes an echo of some one else's music, an actor of a part that has not been written for him. The aim of life is self-development. To realize one's nature perfectly - that is what each of us is here for." -Lord Henry

"...Beauty is a form of Genius - is higher, indeed, than Genius, as it needs no explanation. It is one of the great facts of the world, like sunlight, or spring-time, or the reflection in dark waters of that silver shell we call the moon. It cannot be questioned. It has its divine right of sovereignty." -Lord Henry

"Behind every exquisite thing that existed, there was something tragic." -Narration

"There was something terribly enthralling in the exercise of influence. No other activity was like it. To project one's soul into some gracious form, and let it tarry there for a moment; to hear one's own intellectual views echoed back to one with all the added music of passion and youth; to convey one's temperament into another as though it were a subtle fluid or a strange perfume: there was a real joy in that - perhaps the most satisfying joy left to us in an age so limited and vulgar as our own, an age grossly carnal in its pleasures, and grossly common in its aims." -Narration

" 'I am told, on excellent authority, that her father keeps an American dry-goods store,' Said Thomas Burdon, looking supercilious.
'My uncle has already suggested pork-packing, Sir Thomas.'
'Dry-goods! What are American dry-goods?' asked the Duchess, raising her large hands in wonder, and accentuating the verb.
'American novels,' answered Lord Henry..."


" 'How dreadful!' cried Lord Henry. 'I can stand brute force, but brute reason is quite unbearable. There is something unfair about its use. It is hitting below the intellect.'
'I do not understand you,' said Sir Thomas, growing rather red.
'I do, Lord Henry,' murmured Mr Erskine, with a smile."

"Faithfulness is to the emotional life what consistency is to the life of intellect - simply a confession of failure." -Lord Henry

"Good artists exist simply in what they make, and consequently are perfectly uninteresting in what they are. A great poet, a really great poet, is the most unpoetical of all creatures. But inferior poets are absolutely fascinating. The worse their rhymes are, the more picturesque they look. The mere fact of having published a book of second-rate sonnets makes a man quite irresistible. He lives the poetry that he cannot write. The others write the poetry that they dare not realize." -Lord Henry

"The reason we all like to think so well of others is that we are all afraid for ourselves. The basis of optimism is sheer terror." -Lord Henry

As you may have noticed, most of these quotes are from Lord Henry, who I fondly think of as Oscar Wilde himself. I feel if any movie had done the novel justice, then Lord Henry would top many of the most dangerously-influential character charts. Right next to Tyler Durden and V.